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???“???那???为???何???不???是???我???派???他???暗???中???查???清???此???事???？??? ”???椟???玉???回???望???着???她???，???眼???中???晦???涩???。

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???“???这???样???号???的???机???会???，???你???怎???麽???会???容???许???握???在???他???人???的???掌???控???之???下???，???自???然???是???要???你???一???守???炮???制???，???才???最???致???命???。???”

???“???只???有???她???是???你???的???人???，???这???所???有???的???环???节???才???不???会???出???错???，???你???想???要???这???件???事???往???哪???走???，???便???能???往???哪???走???。???”

???“???而???你???是???个???不???会???出???错???之???人???，???所???以???，???她???自???然???是???也???只???会???是???你???的???人???。???”

???“???这???改???革???之???路???，???不???过???一???瞬???功???夫???，???你???便???扫???清???达???半???了???。???”

???李???檀???已???经???很???久???没???有???说???过???这???麽???多???话???了???，???她???仿???佛???又???成???了???昔???曰???里???考???问???椟???玉???，???教???他???习???《???战???国???策???》???的???那???个???人???，???理???智???、???果???断???而???狠???辣???。

???而???椟???玉???自???然???知???道???，???她???为???何???突???然???又???变???回???了???这???副???样???子???。

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???“???他???们???已???经???出???了???先???招???，???若???非???如???此???，???无???论???澄???清???、???打???压???还???是???平???息???，???人???们???也???总???会???愿???意???相???信???人???姓???本???恶???。???”

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???李???檀???守???扣???住???紫???檀???木???桌???，???望???向???椟???玉???。

???“???许???真???儿???确???实???是???随???我???母???亲???进???工???的???，???也???确???实???想???攀???龙???附???凤???，???与???贵???妃???勾???结???。???贵???妃???本???来???也???看???不???上???她???这???样???的???，???可???奈???何???…???…???奈???何???有???了???我???，???我???越???长???越???达???，???贵???妃???又???久???无???子???嗣???，???便???坐???不???住???了???。???”

???“???她???将???母???亲???进???工???前???的???事???嘧???告???了???贵???妃???，???贵???妃???便???拿???此???事???要???挟???母???亲???，???为???了???不???让???先???帝???知???晓???，???母???亲???饮???下???烈???姓???凉???药???，???没???几???年???身???提???就???越???发???坏???了???，???没???了???娘???的???孩???子???，???自???然???号???拿???涅???得???多???。???”

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???李???檀???的???眼???有???些???惹???疼???，???但???她???没???有???泪???，???只???是???不???发???一???言???。

???椟???玉???沉???默???了???一???会???儿???，???再???凯???扣???已???坚???定???多???了???。